John Gill Commentary Esther 5:13

"Yet all this availeth me nothing, so long as I see Mordecai the Jew sitting at the king`s gate." — Esther 5:13 (ASV)

Yet all this avails me nothing
Is not equal or sufficient for me; it gives me no satisfaction and contentment:

so long as I see Mordecai the Jew sitting at the king's gate :
not rising up to bow unto him; this single circumstance spoiled all his joy and pleasure.